Just a little hint as to what's going on in my life:

Lost the boy I was supposed to be dating. He refused to talk to me for a month out of the sheer blue. He acted like I was invisible and treated me like dirt when I did absolutely nothing but try and be there for him. Now that he is talking to me, he never apologized for what he did and tends to act as if nothing happened. He still treats me like I'm insignificant. Lost my best friend... or at least I thought she was my best friend. She wrote me a letter telling me ever way she hated me. P.S. They were all things that are either over with, or things I couldn't help. (Things such as where I go to school, my singing ability, what I look like, and my extracurricular activities... Not to mention who I date, which, I can help to a point, but she rehashed them after they had ended in this letter) This also was out of the blue. She also never apologized, but instead, claimed, "I meant to throw that away." Did I mention she didn't say any of this to my face, but she wrote it in a letter and pinned it to one of my pictures in my room for me to find almost two weeks later. This explains her ditching me the other day. My mom tells me I do nothing at all to help the family, when all I did yesterday was take my sister places and pick her up and all I did today was do chores. She tells me I'm lazy and I don't act like a member of the family. She says that I should volunteer to do the things I do, instead of her asking me. (Like I would know what they were if she didn't ask me) She says I should get a job. She says my music is too sad to be performed. She says I hate my sister and say mean things to her all the time, when my sister's the one saying that I'm dumb and weird, making fun of me, and not thanking me for taking her places when I certainly have better things I could be doing.

Just a little insight to what's going on.
I tend to wonder more and more these days, what would happen if I drove off a bridge.
So I'm glad you other people can be happy.
Maybe you could share a little insight with me on how to do that.